Unfaithful -Rihanna-

Story of my life, searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul 'cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man and this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek, he's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore, anymore

And I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer
A murderer, no no no
Yeah

menjadi 'sesorang'

Saya -yang dulu adalah selembar kertas putih- mengucapkan terima kasih kepada:

1

Yang Esa.

2

mamakku (doanya) bapakku (uangnya) adikku (tenaganya).

3

kepada kekasihku -masih anonim- (doa dan bantuannya adalah semangatku).

4

the jamurer's Fitriani Bulovee , Mardian Deeza Sagiant, dan -Utin Erliana-  (pelengkap kebahagiaannya).

5

Sesilia Seli (penyemangat).

6

semua F111060 lainnya.

7

apapun yang disebut "penyemangat".

*kini menjadi 'seseorang' yang telah diwarnai oleh kalian*

^0^

betang, 17 Januari 2010

(satu di antara hari bersejarah pada kisahku)

plan the child's name (crazy think)

HENING SEMESTA (a girl) and BANYU BENING (a boy)

Hopefully, i can give color to your life (H)

.....winter in my heart....

Kekasih, aku hanya ingin mengabarkan kepadamu bahwasannya aku memeluk musim dingin bila di sampingmu ! Selalu ! ini cara tubuhku merespon keberadaanmu. Ini benar !:)

Isi Bola Kaca di Lemari Kaca

1.   Lelakiku Bernama Titik-titik

2.   Paris untuk Paris

3.   Kopang

4.   Basa-Basi Kloset

5.   Bola Kaca di Lemari Kaca

6.   Senyawa

7.   Kutemukan Kamu di Lamban Pesagi

8.   Saya Memiliki Zombie Seekor Binatang yang Bukan Binatang

9.   Desah di Balik Celah

10.    Gugur Maple di Willamette Park

"KARANGAN" RIANI KASIH

Apapun- semua. Diproduksi oleh komponen 'otak yang terkontaminasi oleh jamur-jamur'. Jamur-jamur yang memfermentasikan setiap partikel kata yang membentuk kalimat, tema, tokoh, setting, alur, sudut pandang, kemudian melahirkan rasa damai yang tak memuai, kelam yang kian kemayam, derak-derak yang menyesak, hingar yang mem-bingar, terang yang menggerayang tak kunjung pulang.

"Semua 'karangan' untuk jamur-jamur yang beranak-pinak dalam kotak benak."